I am wondering at this minute if you are thinking of me. If like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other. Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning, hoping, dreaming and longing to meet you, I am thinking of how will meet, would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or it is possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet realized that we are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are the only one who has the answer to all my questions.
Sometimes, I ask myself if I have ever really known “LOVE”, I don’t have the answer to the questions either, but I believe that more than not, we will never really know what love is until we find the right person… and since I have not found you yet, then maybe I do not really know what really love is? You just don’t know what often I dream of finally knowing what I am imagining how you simply sweep me off my feet! Perhaps, I’ll be drawn to you by your smile, you eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways! I don’t really recognize through in the past and of how much all the pain that I have gone through the past and of how much I have cried since the day I began my search. I just wanted you to know that I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me, the life I shall spend with you in my mind and in my heart. I know that you are worth all that pains and sacrifices. After all the tears have been a part of my life slowly washing away my flaws so I’d be perfect, not in its truest sense, but just perfect for you!
I am wonder if you’ve gone through so much pain as well and if you’ve been hurt so many times along the journey but my dearest one, please don’t ever give up because I am right here patiently waiting for you! I assure you that when we finally find each other, I’d slowly heal those wounds by my love. At night, I’d look at my windows and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me… I’d utter a silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens thinking that they will reach you and when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on my way longing to see me as well, and when I finally fall asleep you are always in my dreams, you kiss away my tears and wrap me in your arms of love.
And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality… once again I assured you that you are worth await… by then I would simply look back and smile at all that I have gone through, in spite of the pain and amidst the simple joys in life and I would be very thankful because they all led me to you! In the meantime, TAKE CARE of yourself for me. Hold on to your dreams and don’t even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happened. God has planned the course. Don’t worry… don’t be afraid getting lost, God so to it that all the Roads, no matter which one you CHOOSE, LEAD to me…
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