maskara!

Ang tao talaga ibat ibang klase.. Mdalas nde mo mkikita ang katotohanan sa buhay nila hanggat hindi mo sila lubos na nakikilala.. May nga taong kung titignan mo ay wlang bahid ng problema ang babakas sa kanilang mukha! At kung mayron man hindi mo iisiping sing bigat o mabigat pa ito sa dinaranas ng iba.. Mukhang mapayapa at maayos na nabubuhay! Hinahangaan at kinaiinggitan ng iba.. May mga gamit o bagay na pinapangarap ng iba.. Mga ngiting nakaaaliw, Halakhak na walang pakialam.. Pero sa likod ng mga ‘yon nagtatago ang kalungkutang dulot ng minamahal.. at pagmamahal.. Sakit na tanging sya lang ang nakadarama at sa tuwing mapag-iisa ay hindi mapigilan ng mga luhang kumawala sa mga matang walang ibang nais na makita kundi ang pag sikat ng araw na wla na ang pasakit na dinaranas ng pusong sugatan! Ano? Saan? Kailan? Bakit? ‘ yang ang simula ng mga tanong na naglalaro sa kanyang isipan na pilit hinahanapan ng kasagutang aayon sa nais nyang mangyari kahit sa puso nya ay alam nya ang tunay na kasagutan.. Hanggang sa makadama ng pagot at makatulog! Sa muling pag-gising… Naroon muli ang mga ngiting handing ibigay kanino man.. May maskarang nabuo upang protektahan ang sarili at ang mga minamahal.. Humahanga ako sayo.. Sa paraan ng pag-galang, pagmamahal at pag-intindi mo..Kahit mahirap ay nagagawa mong tumayo ng tuwid! Hindi ka nawawalan ng tiwala sa Diyos.. Mabuti kang tao.. mahal ka ng Diyos.. Alam nyang kaya mo ang lahat ng iyan.. may dahilan ang lahat.. hangad ko ang kaayusang tanging pinapangarap mo.. Sasabayan kita sa pagdarasal hanggang sa matupad ang mga ito.. at hanggang sa makita ko ang mga ngiting nagpapakita ng tunay na sayang nanggagaling sa iyong puso at hindi sa isang maskara..

ganon ba talaga kahirap ang magmahal???

Haaaay.. ganon ba talaga kahirap ang magmahal.. kailangan ba masaktan ng lubusan upang maranasan at malaman mong marunong kang magmahal. Pagtitiis ba sa sakit na dinudulot ng minamahal ang nagpapatunay kung gaano mo sya kamahal.. Tunay ba ang pagmamahal kung nagagawa mong saktan ang taong sinasabi mong mahal mo at mahalaga sayo??

Sa inyo na mga nagsasabi sa akin na ”Hindi ko kaya.. mahal na mahal ko sya” Tama bang tanggapin nyo nalang ang sakit/pasakit sa ngalan ng pagmamahal na sinasabi nyo?? Hindi ba dapat mahalin nyo rin ang sarili nyo.. para mahalin at irespeto rin kayo ng mga minamahal nyo? Sapat ba na halos burahin nyo na ang pagkatao nyo para lamang sa taong mahal nyo?? Ganon ba ang kahulugan ng pagmamahal?? Sa una lang ba dapat may saya??? Ang hirap pala…

Oo naman alam ko.. hindi lahat ng nagmamahal ay dumaranas ng katulad ninyo.. Marahil hindi ito ang tunay na pagmamahal at kung totoo man ito.. siguro dumaranas lang kayo ng matinding pagsubok na siguradong malalampasan nyo rin balang araw.. Pero kung hindi? Paano na? Ganon na lang ba ‘yon?? Siguro ganon na nga lang yon.. Sabi nga nila may dahilan ang lahat at malalam mo lang ‘yon sa tamang panahon.. Kailangan lang siguro na tumayo ka sa tuwing madarapa hanggang sa tamang panahon na darating ang taong tutulong sayong tumayo at hindi na hahayaang muli kang madapa ng nag-iisa..

TAKE TIME TO KNOW WHAT REAL LOVE IS…

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feeling lived Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, include Love. One day it was announced to the feeling the island would sink so they all prepared boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. But when Love was almost sinking she decided to ask help.

“Help, Help!!! Who can help me? Richness can you take me with you????”

“No I can’t. There is a lot of gold in my balloon, there is no place here for you $$$$”

“Sadness let me go with you.”

“Oh… Love, I’m so sad that I prefer to go alone”

“Happiness, help me, help me ~ ~ ~ ~”

Happiness was so happy so he did not listen when Love call him!

When Love was almost give up asking for help suddenly there was a voice

“Come Love, I will take you.”

The one who help Love is an elder. Love became very happy that she even forgot to ask the elder his name…

When they arrived in a dry land the elder went on his own way…

Then Love asked Knowledge, another elder the name of the elder who had helped her.

“His name is “Time” ”

“Time? But why did Time help me???”

“Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is…”

“Oh!!!”

TAKE TIME TO KNOW WHAT REAL LOVE IS…

a letter to the one that God has prepared for me!

I am wondering at this minute if you are thinking of me. If like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other. Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning, hoping, dreaming and longing to meet you, I am thinking of how will meet, would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or it is possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet realized that we are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are the only one who has the answer to all my questions.

Sometimes, I ask myself if I have ever really known “LOVE”, I don’t have the answer to the questions either, but I believe that more than not, we will never really know what love is until we find the right person… and since I have not found you yet, then maybe I do not really know what really love is? You just don’t know what often I dream of finally knowing what I am imagining how you simply sweep me off my feet! Perhaps, I’ll be drawn to you by your smile, you eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways! I don’t really recognize through in the past and of how much all the pain that I have gone through the past and of how much I have cried since the day I began my search. I just wanted you to know that I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me, the life I shall spend with you in my mind and in my heart. I know that you are worth all that pains and sacrifices. After all the tears have been a part of my life slowly washing away my flaws so I’d be perfect, not in its truest sense, but just perfect for you!
I am wonder if you’ve gone through so much pain as well and if you’ve been hurt so many times along the journey but my dearest one, please don’t ever give up because I am right here patiently waiting for you! I assure you that when we finally find each other, I’d slowly heal those wounds by my love. At night, I’d look at my windows and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me… I’d utter a silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens thinking that they will reach you and when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on my way longing to see me as well, and when I finally fall asleep you are always in my dreams, you kiss away my tears and wrap me in your arms of love.

And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality… once again I assured you that you are worth await… by then I would simply look back and smile at all that I have gone through, in spite of the pain and amidst the simple joys in life and I would be very thankful because they all led me to you! In the meantime, TAKE CARE of yourself for me. Hold on to your dreams and don’t even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happened. God has planned the course. Don’t worry… don’t be afraid getting lost, God so to it that all the Roads, no matter which one you CHOOSE, LEAD to me…