why is this all happening to me? Why i have realized such things which cannot been change! Ang hirap.. Ang sakit! Nakakatanga! Mahirap maging bulag at manhid dahil isa lng ang nakikita mo! Sa kahapon ka parin umaasa at naniniwala.. And now that you are finally awake.. Huli na ang lahat! Last night, after a couple of month misunderstanding with my bff i saw him.. Tears do fall down from my eyes! I cant help cry.. I really missed him! Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko at niyakap ko sya ng mahigpit! Then i realized how much i love him.. He was the one whose always been there for me.. The superman I've been waiting all my life!.. I still remember everything we've shared! The laughter and tears.. Even the embarrassing moments! kaya ko maging kahit sino sa tabi nya! Kaya ko maging matapang at mahina! I lied to my self for a years.. I been blind! Scared to lose a bestfriend not knowing that one day i will not just lose a bestfriend but the one i really love.. I love you my bestfriend forever..