Pano kung nabuhay ka ng buong akala mo perfect ang married life mo? Ang saya mo.. Buong ang pamilya at tiwala ka sa asawa mo! Then, suddenly masisira ang lahat! At lahat ng pinaniniwalaan mo bigla nalang masisira! Ang pangarap mo bilang isang masyang pamilya mawawasak! Kasinungalingan lang lahat! Sometimes i wonder why they have to change the life they were living! Imagine, makakaya mong ipagpalit ang maayos mong pamilya para sa isang babae/lalake just because youre not happy at all.. So, does it mean ayawan na pag hindi ka na masaya? Pang masasaya lang ba ang pagsasama ng mag~asawa? Walang galangan ng nararamdaman kapag hindi na masaya? Ang galing rin naman ng mga taong naatim sumira ng pamilya para lang sa sariling kaligayahan! Para san ang sakripisyo kung hindi ginagamit ng mga taong alam ang inig sabihin ng pagiging responsable! Dapat kapag pinili mo ang isang bagay kahit anong mangyari panindigan at mag stick ka don no matter what! Just think of your children..

I may not be as good as you expected me to be! But I assure you that Im not that bad just like how i make you feel! I know its also my fault.. I run to you as if you are my boyfriend! I know your feeling and yet i let yoi feel like you were needed and sooner you will bw loved by me! Im sorry for that! But you can't on all of that mistakes! In the very first place i already told you that i dont feel the same like how you feel! Sinabi mo that you will just wait until the day that i will fall for you! But what did you do? In just a few days you make me feel like a servant that have to report on you from time to time.. Even my sleeping routine i have to explaind to you? Im not that type of a girl.. Thats not my nature! And with i gues.. Its really over! Im sorry

My BIKO

3:00 in the afternoon.. I heard my officemate asking kung sino ang gusto umorder ng BIKO (kakanin) for merienda.. Bawal na kasi mga tindera pumanik sa 8th gaya ng dati kaya ngayon swertehan kung may makakaakyat ang mga nagtitinda ng miryenda! So when i heard na my nagpaporder sabi ko.. Ako paorder! Gusto ko nyan! Feeling ko gustong gusto ko kumain ng BIKO ngayon.. then when our angel came back with the merienda that we orderd, she said.. "pag sinswerte ka nga naman jownahbabes, eto na mga order nyo pwera lang sa BIKO wala na daw! "wow.. Pano na ako? Sagot ko! Nung lagi ako binebentahan ng biko noon di'ko gusto,next time nalng lagi ang sagot ko! and now that feeling ko Im craving for even small peace of BIKO wala na.." so sad! Just like how i feel with my bff.. Parang yung biko lang! Nung laging nandyan dema lng! Lagi lang naman kasi nanadyan! And now that may nagmamay~ari na sa knya! Pano na'ko? Gustong~gusto ko sya maksama ulet pero hindi ko na alam ngayon kung kelan ko ulet sya makakasama kagaya ng dati..

why is this all happening to me? Why i have realized such things which cannot been change! Ang hirap.. Ang sakit! Nakakatanga! Mahirap maging bulag at manhid dahil isa lng ang nakikita mo! Sa kahapon ka parin umaasa at naniniwala.. And now that you are finally awake.. Huli na ang lahat! Last night, after a couple of month misunderstanding with my bff i saw him.. Tears do fall down from my eyes! I cant help cry.. I really missed him! Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko at niyakap ko sya ng mahigpit! Then i realized how much i love him.. He was the one whose always been there for me.. The superman I've been waiting all my life!.. I still remember everything we've shared! The laughter and tears.. Even the embarrassing moments! kaya ko maging kahit sino sa tabi nya! Kaya ko maging matapang at mahina! I lied to my self for a years.. I been blind! Scared to lose a bestfriend not knowing that one day i will not just lose a bestfriend but the one i really love.. I love you my bestfriend forever..