stand up!

even f I'm always mad or angry at you it doesn't mean i hate you or i didn't accept you from being who really you are.. its not that! i accepted you! its just.. there were times that i don't understand what's happening to you or what on your mined..

i heard lagi ka nanaman drunk! i'm not stopping you from hanging around with your friends.. drink occasionally or kapag feel nyo.. its up to you! its just there were times that i feel like your still hurt with what happened to your past..

i know its hard to forget.. and even though your always saying that its already past and your now moving on, nde ko parin nakikitang kaya mo na or ur really moving forward.. nde umaandar e!

With what's you were doing to yourself.. pinakikita mo lang na your a big loser! ayoko isipin na ganon ka! Dahil ang alam ko matatag ka! your a fighter.. pero feeling q, nung iniwan ka nya..para kang napilayan! parang hindi nga lng napilayan e.. kasi until now, parang hindi mo parin kayang tumayo! Buhay ka nga pro parang inaalisan mo na ng buhay ang sarili mo.. Sinisira mo na ang buhay mo ng hindi mo napapansin! i maybe exaggerated with what am i thinking! pro un ang nakikita ko e.. parate kang lasing, my naka2away ka.. hindi mo inaayos ang buhay mo khit alam mo kung pano..

You said wla ka lng mgawa kaya ka umiinom! would you think its a valid reason?? maraming pwedeng gawin! ayaw mo lng.. tinatamad ka lang!

I thought your matured enough to know what's good and what's bad in your life.. sabi mo maraming kanang pinagdaanan.. and those paths that you walked in through your life makes you strong enough to stand for tomorrow! pro bakit ganyan ka ngayon?

would you think at your age right now, dpat pa bang nag aalala pa sayo ang mga magulang mo? ang mga kapatid mo.. yeah, sinasabi mo that your OK! pro kapag lagi kang umuuwi ng lasing, sa tingin mo, tingin nila sayo ok ka lng? would think thats fair to your parents na all your childhood inalala ka na nila but then, until now inaalala parin nila ng future mo, imbis na nag eenjoy nalng sila at their age! If you been hurt.., doble un sa magulang! minsan ba naisip mo ang nara2mdaman nila kapg parang walang patutunguhan ang anak nila? there are some parents na sinisisi ang sarili nila sa naging future ng anak nila? gusto mo bang isipin nila na mali sila ng palaki sayo??.. i guess not! kaya mo nman ayusin ang buhay diba? alam mo ang dapat mo gawin pro hindi mo ginagawa.. isipin mo kaya na your living your life not just for yourself.. may mga tao sa paligid mo na kailangan ka at kakailanganin ka! Kung masisira ang buhay mo.. pano sila? hindi lng sayo ang buhay mo ngaun.. you know what exactly i mean to say..

deeh, i'm not saying magbago ka or wag mo gawin ung mga bagay na gusto mo gawin! i just want you to have your limitations.. your not getting any younger.. you should know your priorities! Live your life on your own way and stand up by your own! you don't need someone who has a big power to help you stand! ikw pa.. kaya mo un.. i believed in you..

God bless!

i'm not saying this for any non sense reason.. gusto ko lng malaman mo ung nararamdaman q sa ginagawa mo.. hindi ko kayang makita kang palubog..