I'm sorry.. don't try to think that i ended up my relationship with you because i don't love you or i never loved you! that's not true..
i cared for you.. i want you! i need you.. ikaw ang gusto ko! gusto kitang mahalin ng buong buo.. i never loved anyone before the way i loved you! tanggap ko lahat.. handa ako.. hindi ko pinagsisisihan na tinanggap kita uli sa buhay ko kahit na minsan mo na kong sinaktan/nasaktan.. mahal kita.. hindi ko alam kung pa'no ipakita o ipadama.. nahihirapan ako! I'm not so sure if this feelings i have for you is for real! I'm not even sure with your feelings for me!.. there is no assurance that there will be "US" between me and you!
I'm not happy with my decision of leaving you.. honestly, malungkot! namimis kita.. i want to call you and tell you how much i misses your voice pero ayoko!.. ayoko marinig ang boses mo! ayoko marinig ang sasabihin mo dahil ayoko mabago ang desisyon ko! I'm not sure if this decision i made is right, ang alam ko lang.. hindi ko na kaya.. akin ka pero parang ang layo mo.. gusto kitang makasama pero wala ka..ang dami kong gustong gawin kasama ka pero hindi pwede.. I know for some reason that ako ang may problema.. wala akong time, lahat ng gusto mo hindi ko napagbibigayan.. ako rin ang may gusto ng itago natin ang lahat.. mahirap pala.. akala ko kaya ko.. nagkamali ako.. now i know, this relationship i have with you is not for me!
Its really hard to give your 100% love to the person you don't fully trust.. i know you'll understands me..
But, i promise you one thing.. if ever our paths will cross again, and we'll given a chance to back to each others arms.. i will love you to the fullest,i will never ever leave you again.. i will trust and fight for you! promise..
for the mean time.. go find yourself.. i know you can stand now on your own! you don't need me anymore just to forget her! try to build a new you! take care of yourself.. i love you.. goodbye!
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