Na bully ka na ba when you were young? After watching Kris TV i remember my elementary days even my high school life.. Naalala ko lang ako ang tipo ng anak na kasya na lang sa kung anong ibigay ng magulang! But then like Empress, some of us didn't know binansagan pala syang pulubing artista when she was more young dahil ang mga damit nya from 168 lang hindi mamahalin like the other artist! I also had that kind of experience.. When i was young they used to laugh at my back just because ang damit ko hindi kilala o walang tatak unlike their clothes na mamahalin.. In some ways masakit.. Hindi ko nga maintindihan non ano bang masama don? But then siguro yun yung reason kung bakit i pursue my life! I was 14when i start a summer work! So every summer imbes na naglalaro.. nagtatrabaho ako hindi na intindihin ng magulang ko ang gamit ko sa school.. I gues it leads me from were i am right now! I can buy anything i want, mamahalin man o mura! I've been to a places i never been before! And them?.. Just thanks to them..

Im at my chilhood friends place.. Its her brthday today! Just got remember how we use to celebrate her brthday! Drinking till the sun spread out! No limit.. We enjoy the night like dont care how we look, what others may say basta my bote ng alak! Hehe!.. But now here i am.. So lazy.. I wanna go home and enjoy the night by the use of sleep mode! Is this sign of aging.. Hehe! Maybe.. But honestly saying i dont enjoy drinking nowadays! I want something new.. Hmmm.. For a change! But until when? I gues it wont be that long.. Hehe! Ako pa.. I dont think i survive a life without liquor at my side.. Hahaha! Just wondering...

He's now married and I'm still single... Yeah right i should wake up and face the reality that he will never be my groom and i will never be his bride... no.. Never... Ever!!.. Haaaay... What a way to wake up from sleeping! Am i emo or what?! Am i hurt or just feelin hurt! Hahaha! I just remember the song "pagdating ng panahon.. Ba'ka ikaw rin at ako! Ba'ka tibok ng puso ko'y maging tibok ng puso mo!".. i gues.. this the time to put an end to this story! Goodbye my JM.. Hope not to see you soon..

A day after a long conversation with him! Napapaisip lang! Its been a years since the day i fell inlove with you.. Its also been a years since the day you left me! Madame nang nangyare.. Imagine! After all what had nakakabalik at nakakabalik ka parin sa buhay ko! There were times nga naisip ko.. Sabi siguro ni Lord "ang kulit kulit mo kasi sya parin ang mahal mo kya ayan ibinalik ko sya sayo, ayan ang nangyari"
which means...

We laugh at our first conversation! Then nagsimula ng magseryoso! Ramdam ko iba na ko the way i talk to him! Mas matapang,mas malakas ang loob na sabihin at sagutin ang lahat ng mga tanong sa isipan at puso namin! Tama nga kaya sya? o ako ang tama? How will i know kung tama nga sya that despite of everything that happen between the two of us kami pala talaga? Nasubukan na namin pero hindi naman nagwork! Alam kong tanga ko pero hindi naman ako bobo para hindi marealized na kapag hindi sayo nakalaan masasakatAn ka lang!

..Can someone take me out on this situation? habang kaya ko pa..